OrangeSquishii

is so gone.

34 Watchers79 Deviations

15.4K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See all

A look into the past. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Literature

A look into the past.

"Hi guys~," Lilian said as she sat down at Hayley's lunch table. "Go away, we don't want you sitting with us anymore." "Wha...w-why...?" "We just don't. You're annoying, go away. Find some new friends," Hayley responded, and then turned back to eating her sandwich. Lilian walked away, distraught, not knowing what to do. She saw one of her old camp friends sitting with one of her friends alone at a table, and wandered towards them. "Alright if I sit here?" She questioned, hoping they said yes. Natalie, her friend, said, "Of course, pull up a chair!" And she sat down, gladly. She was happy that she was still accepted somewhere, if not

This is what's inside. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Literature

This is what's inside.

Quiet whispers left unheard Silent screaming hurting voices This note was meant for you, Do with it as you so choose. I'm taking off, never to return I'm tired of this life It's making my stomach churn Churn Pleading for you to stop this Bleeding from all those hits Wishing that you'd stop this horror Hoping that it'll turn out well in the end... in the end Hey, you, you did this to my heart. Hey, you, are you sorry? Hey, you, I won't be back again This time it's different, I won't count back from ten. Save me from the mess I've become Take me from this hell hole I'm in Hold me close and do not lose me I could go

I blame you. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Literature

I blame you.

Yes, it is true. I blame you. I can't take you anymore. You're the center of attention. Causing all of this tension. There are so many days I want to go to sleep and not wake up, and be making my way to the next life, or wherever I'm going. I can't take this anymore. I'm really upset, really really upset. I wish I could fall.. Fall far down. Not being caught by the safety net. I'm in trouble, This isn't good, This isn't going how it should. Should I take my life? I can't endure this Any longer.

? by OrangeSquishii, literature

Hurts. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Come back. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Literature

Come back.

I'm being crushed I'm being hurt Don't you care? Of course not, you never did All you've ever done is hid Hidden from the life you have Just doing as you're told. Believing lies, whatever they say. Growing farther apart from us with each passing day. We miss you, we want you back. This isn't fair, this isn't right. You're ours, not theirs, come back to us. Stop believing them, it's not true. We want you back, and we want the old you. I need you most, you were all I ever had. And now you've gone away. I miss you, but you don't care. I cry myself to sleep because of you. But you don't care. I love you. But you don't car

See All

Featured Gallery

See all

A look into the past. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Literature

A look into the past.

This is what's inside. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Literature

This is what's inside.

I blame you. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Literature

I blame you.

? by OrangeSquishii, literature

Hurts. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Come back. by OrangeSquishii, literature

Literature

Come back.

Watchers 34

See all

birdofyore

Waking-Desperate

guitarlover333

iluvcrayons

shanehyuga

OctopusBird

xxPpenguinxx

Raefele

Theearsandeyes

MochaPuff

Hyugasicle

EricDagger

Watching 40

See all

xpunkemiliex

OctopusBird

shanehyuga

Hemophobia

xBTFxETFxFFTLx

PBantonox

Neko-Fayth

KatieAnnOwens

The-Night-Howl

spengbob

givemesmilesplz

Theearsandeyes

MochaPuff

Dragonx845

ironcanman

Collection

Favourites

See all

Hearts Dance for Their Master by RenoxofxthexTurks, literature

Literature

Hearts Dance for Their Master

Hearts Dance for Their Master in Misery’s Court Did I care If you were there? Did you care if I was there? Did you care if I stare? Did I care if you stare? Something tells me it may be true Something tells me I’m truly in love with you Something tells me pain only awaits Something tells me not to open the gate. When I did before All I did was end up with a sore. An open wound that bleeds to this day A wound that is forever here to stay. Am I not already scarred and broken? Am I already bleeding and dead? I’ve felt before You know that I’ve was close before You relished that I fell before and then I brok

Deviation Spotlight

Groundhog by OrangeSquishii, visual art

Groundhog

OrangeSquishii

Deviation Spotlight

New Old Desktop. by OrangeSquishii, visual art

New Old Desktop.

OrangeSquishii

About OrangeSquishii

See all

Artist

United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

Badges

My Bio

Current Residence: H e l l
Favourite style of art: N o . P r e f e r e n c e
Operating System: D e l l ; W i n d o w s . V i s t a
MP3 player of choice: i P o d
Favourite cartoon character: P o w e r p u f f . G i r l s !!

Favourite Visual Artist

A n y o n e . w h o . d r a w s . s o m e t h i n g . c o o l ?

Favourite Games

K a t a m a r i . D a m a c y , S i n g s t a r , D a n c e . D a n c e . R e v o l u t i o n

Favourite Gaming Platform

P l a y s t a t i o n . 2 ; N i n t e n d o . DS

Other Interests

A n y t h i n g ?

Posts

See all

OrangeSquishii

Oct 10, 2009

the past.

0 min read

This account will always be a reminder and a remainder of my past, I suppose. I almost miss how I used to be, sans the awkward obsessing and random depressing moods. xHappinessFailure (https://www.deviantart.com/xhappinessfailure)

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

OrangeSquishii

Aug 23, 2008

I can't escape this hell.

0 min read

So I've moved on. Find me. Talk to me. let'sbefriends. xHappinessFailure (https://www.deviantart.com/xhappinessfailure)

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

OrangeSquishii

Jun 1, 2008

Oh, it feels just like we're losing contr

0 min read

I'm so fucking happy. I feel so free. I know I've been saying this alot lately, but really, it's true. But I'm tired of how immature people are being lately, ohwell. I guess that's how it is. I've been listening to a ton of really awesome music lately. Metro Station, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance. Good bands. New favourites. I've been a bit uneasy about The Used ever since I saw a music video for one of their songs and Bert threw up on the audience. Ewww =( I went to a Bat Mitzvah party tonight, it was pretty epic. I miss those things. Nobody ever seems to have crazy parties anymore. Not like those... Where the music i

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Profile Comments 258

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Feathery-Wings

Feb 11, 2009

SEE WHO YOUR SECRET LOVE IS FOR VALENTINES. I JUST FOUND OUT MINE.

CLICK HERE TO FIND YOURS

schelly

Jun 27, 2008

_{Hey!
Thank you very much for on My personalities
I really appreciate it!}

ChipNoir

Jun 26, 2008

Caramell has been reported by *SasuMonkey on my DA.

If you want to save the lyrics, I suggest you do so as soon as possible. I'm not going to fight very hard if simple fanlyrics are more offensible then a history of fanart thats been sold, and other blatant copyright infringements in fiction.

I don't condone harassing her over this issue. But if you feel equally offended or upset at this, you know who to blame. Do whatever you want at your own expense.

I strongly encourage you show as many people the lyrics while you still can. If you honestly feel that this has less right to be here, under Protection of Fair Use in Media laws, thats fine. Report. But if you support fair treatment, please contact staff over the issue.

Meca-san

Jun 13, 2008

Heyyy, just telling you that I moved my account if you want to watch me again.

~AshleyDoomsDay

Hopefully I'll be posting soon.
Byeee ~<3

Thanks for the fave

you're welcome!

Thakns for the fav!